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A lot
is written about
PTSD, on the internet, in books, about possible causes, the symptoms,
the various treatments (EMDR, sports, group talks etc.) and the
different types of trauma (acute, complex, chronic) causing PTSD. All
very helpful but I wanted to know what happens the very moment PTSD
starts, what is the crucial factor that ignites PTSD, what is
physically happening. I had read
about a blockade in the brain, what, were, why, how? I never found an
answer.
Four parts of your brain are involved in the process causing circumstances for your body to react to survive the terrifying moment (see 1).
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Immediately
after your
brain has received a ‘danger’ signal by your senses (feeling,
smelling, seeing, hearing or tasting), your brain sends signals to
your body to react by releasing lots of adrenalin to get you into
action to survive. Surviving is an instinct, you react often without
knowing that you are reacting. The adrenalin gives you the energy to
react immediately, to fight or run but sometimes the adrenalin shot
is so high that it shuts down the limbic system (amygdala,
hippocampus and hypothalamus (see 1)),
the energy comes to a abrupt halt, blocks with a shock. You can
become immobile, frozen, or you start fighting but don’t remember
that afterwards because of the blockade of energy. Information but
also the traumatic event are difficult to remember and to understand.
If the state of immobility takes too long, if you are not able to
release all the stucked energy by fighting or running or any other
active reaction, it will block, or partially block, the pass way to
the prefrontal cortex (thinking, reasoning, understanding brain). The
prefrontal cortex notices that something is wrong and will keep on
trying to recover and to tell you the ordeal is over, but it can’t
because there is no context between the emotions (anxiety, fear) and
the random images that were able to reach the prefrontal cortex. This
resulting in nightmares and flashbacks. From then onwards you are
stuck in the moment of the terrible experience. The very high energy
level stays in your nerve system which will stay constantly alert,
your senses keep on scanning the world around you, interpreting
normal things, like a car backfiring, laughing people, as dangerous,
making you feeling scared or angry, your prefrontal cortex can’t
tell you you’re safe. Your nerve system is warning you constantly
for danger, this can also happen when your nerve system is shocked
time after time. Your stress level don’t have time to go down, it
levels up. The balance in your brain is gone until this disturbance
is fixed and the pass way to your prefrontal cortex is open again,
balance restored, then you will have control again.
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As I
said your brain
will try to heal itself. It will try to solve the problem time after
time after time, like a computer that can't start but keeps trying
over and over again, you see the same info on the computer, that
doesn't start, over and over again. Your brain is blocked in the
moment of trauma so you will relive that moment again and again in
flashbacks and nightmares. This and other to PTSD related problems
will follow because of this (see 2).
You don’t sleep well or don’t want to fall asleep, you get tired
because lack of sleep, you get agitated, short of temper, your
behavior will change etc..
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And
just that, asking
for help, can be a huge problem. If you can't reason, think or
understand what is going on, if you are not able to see the context,
you might think that everything is normal, you don’t realize that
you are not your normal self, you will not believe people who are
telling you that you have become a different person (see 2).
But maybe you might feel, deep, deep inside, that there is something
different.
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PTSD
is not a mental
illness or a disorder, it is a disturbance of energy caused by a very
normal bodily reaction on a very unusual situation and it can be
cured, life can be much better. PTSD is not a weakness, anyone from
anywhere can be affected by trauma, now it happened to you, next time
it’s me. But you can be more your normal self than you are now.
Trust the people who know you best. You have probably seen what it
does to people who didn't have/want help. Is it that kind of life or
a much more normal life you want, make your choice. But having PTSD
it is easier to make no choice, to just go on but PTSD will not leave
you or go to sleep, on the contrary, it will take you over and the
more you try to suppress it the more it will fight to come to the
surface,
PTSD will be your life. Living like that is much worse than asking
for help, having a treatment for some time together with people who
have had the same experiences, treatments like EMDR, group talks,
sports and more, to get rid of this mass of energy. You are not
alone. And during this process you can help other people, being there
for them as they are there for you, inspire them, you are not a
patient! And PTSD can change your DNA, do you want your future children and grandchildren to suffer like you are doing? Don't let a traumatic experience rule the rest of your life and the lives of the people you love and who are loving you! You deserve it, they deserve it, they are depending on you! Choose, and your choice decides who you are. Trust me, there will be a day that you can say: ‘I’m back!’
I wish you all the strength you need and my best wishes and warmest regards!
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